Am I creating my life for the joy of it?

Do you have a great new job that everyone is proud or envious of? Are you working on a project you believe has a higher purpose or great value? Have you met The One? Is your being, body, heart, mind and soul buzzing with orgasmic pleasure? Or not? Do you have a sense of heaviness, constrictive breathlessness or overwhelm? Are you stressed? Is your body suffering? Have you put this down to “new job/ project/ relationship pains”? Would you like to experience more ease and joy in life, including with any new additions like this? If so, ask “Am I creating my life for the joy or it, or something else?” When you create your life from joy, everything sings: your heart, mind, and every cell of your body and being. If you sense a part of you is not singing, destroy and uncreate anything you have made significant and ask "What could I be doing differently to create more joy?” Then smile and play until you find what brings you real joy.
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Thanks J for the inspiration. These Qs are inspired by, but not necessarily exactly about particular people and events other than my own personal experiences.